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You know how I know why I like this guy? There weren't some neon lights flickering incessantly telling me yes, you like him. It was slow and gradual. Everyday, I feel like I'm being drawn in by some force too strong to resist, that if I looked the other way I'm sure I'd lose my head. No, really. And every single moment I bask in the feeling, I tell myself it's fleeting. All these are temporal and changes are bound to happen in time. Yet, I still get stuck. With this feeling, with this guy. Crazy!

He would irked me many times for countless reasons, most of which are shallow and unimportant. I try not to give him my time of the day, but boy do I have to be reminded of the "force". And in so saying, I also happen to like our senseless conversations of just about anything under the sun. ;)

There are days that I look forward to seeing him. There was one particular moment that struck me, so much that I put him high on a pedestal. I had a long tiring day and since everyone was busy, I decided to try my luck and sent him a text saying he has to actually say yes to my dinner invitation (never mind that he was also tired and had to prepare for an upcoming exam). And yes, your guess may have been right.

I'd like to see myself giving it a try. Maybe it's worth it, maybe it's not. No one can really tell. So here's to pressing chances and wishing hard they go my way. :)

"Shouldn't we hold out for the person who doesn't just tolerate our little quirks, but actually likes them?"