I lost my dear father, Nestor, yesterday. Now, two of my parents are dead. Grief comes knocking again, only this time it’s more painful and surreal. I guess because I can finally say I am orphaned. I will never get to see him again, and with his finality of death comes the overwhelming feeling of loss and sorrow. He will never get to physically see his only granddaughter, Isabelle. I will never get to hear his voice nor his silent laughter ever again.
It really hurts and I don’t know how long I will be able to recover from this massive loss.
You will forever be missed, my gentle giant. Thank you for being the best father in the best way you know how. You have been amazing, loving, caring, quiet. Know that I am looking forward to our reunion one day, soon—you, Mama, and I.
May the gates of heaven open up to your soul and grant you eternal rest.
Te amo mucho 🕊
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